Sunday, July 30, 2017

Tin Man...



Hey there, Mr. Tin Man
You don't know how lucky you are
You shouldn't spend your whole life wishin'
For something bound to fall apart

Everytime you're feeling empty
Better thank your lucky stars
If you ever felt one breakin'
You'd never want a heart

Ohh, ohh, oh 

Hey there, Mr. Tin Man
You don't know how lucky you are
I've been on the road that you're on
It didn't get me very far

You ain't missin' nothin'
'Cause love is so damn hard
Take it from me darlin', you don't want a heart

Ohh, ohh, oh 
Ohh, ohh, oh 

Hey there, Mr. Tin Man
Glad we talked this out
You can take mine if you want it
It's in pieces now

By the way there, Mr. Tin Man
If you don't mind the scars
You give me your armor
And you can have my heart

***

i wish i wrote this one... but that honor is from Miranda Lambert...


~ Tin Man By Miranda Lambert ~

Monday, July 24, 2017

Origins...



as the song started playing on the radio this morning while driving in my car.... i immediately sang along to it and knew the words (jamican accent and all)... then subconsciously flashed back to a particular memory when i was younger...and that memory was of the music video for the song "LIES" by Diana King...  

and it brought me back... it brought me way back alright... 

it was one of my earliest recollections of a moment of being exposed to such mesmerizing physical attraction...

through the years i have been casually trying to find the actual music video to the song but apparently the ORIGINAL video has somehow been edited or something... and the "ORIGINAL" original (slightly more 18 SX uncut version ) was nowhere to be found... until tonight...


this was the scene i remembered seeing that totally took me for a F#$k ride... it was the start of something so beautiful... and just a taste of things to come... i was so banged up that  this particular scene was no where to be found in all the uploaded videos on youtube. i almost kinda thought i must have somehow immaculately conceptualized it in my memory.... i thought i must have been dreaming all these years... seriously...


but at last... it was not a dream... it was a reality... and thank god for my photographic memory... i mean... you think i could really forget a scene where a hot sweaty shirtless guy whose wrists are strung from the ceiling of a dark and dingy jail cell with someone's face THIS CLOSE to his gorgeous pits?????

which got me thinking.... i suppose that really was the moment that planted the seed in me... my god... MTV... the things u do to kids... lol

so yeah... my love for bondage took it's first baby step from there... and that is actually just one of my fav bondage positions of all time... which got me thinking further... 

how did my love for tickling evolve from armpits and bondage?

and.... enter.... an innocent "disney like" movie called "GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE" 

ok wait... i just googled it... and it is in fact a DISNEY movie.... (oh boy... disney... the things you do to kids).... lol...

yes... i bought the bootleg dvd mainly because it was a shirtless hunk acting like tarzan... swing ing around from tree to tree in his leopard print loin cloth ... i mean.. c'mon! there was bound to be a scene where i could see a clear money shot of his hairy pits !!! (and there were indeed many!)

but boy oh boy... did i get more than i bargained for... because there was this particular scene that totally aroused me like ahwoooOOOOO gahhhh!

  
yes ... a very fit and tanned brendan fraser was ganged up by 2 bad guys... skinny bad guy got him in a full nelson from behind ... (making me yearn to be that skinny bad guy)...while the fatty bad guy did this...


MAKING ME YEARN TO BE THAT F#%^$&!NG FATTY BAD GUY !!!! URGH!!!!

oh the look on skinny bad guy's face.. as he holds up poor sexy brendan fraser while he gets a little tickle tickle and boo boo punches to his 6 pack abs... oh... the look on skinny bad guy's face... he sure is enjoying it isn't he.... 

i can only embarrass myself if i told you just how many times i wanked off to that particular scene ON LOOP ... so yeah... i guess that's why i love tickle torture so much... so so so so so... sooo oh so much...and if i'm being totally honest here... i am now seeing the origin of what could very well be perhaps my next evolution curve of my kinky fetishism.... 

(if you watched closely... what does fatty bad guy do after tickling him silly ???)

and voila! ...  i guess that explains why i have a dedicated folder in my vault of porn called GUT PUNCHING VIDEOS !!!!!   .... (1...2.......and 3..............and counting)...

lol... oh my goodness.... i hope wherever my kinky evolution wants to take me... i just hope that it's a fantasy that i can make a reality...  and i am so very proud to say that i have lived out a good chunk of those fantasies... some not exactly the way i'd imagined... but close enough... to honestly say i can die with a kinkily fulfilled sex life... well my sex life is virtually non existent (always has been )... so i'll just call it... kinkily fulfilled sex "experiences"...

kinkaholic : origins...

thank you and good night.... 
   

Saturday, July 1, 2017

When This World Ain't Got Love For You...



still spend lazy sundays at the gym... 
trying to work out more...
always thinking that being trim and slim... 
is the way for sure...
still keep recon on my phone...
just for something...
answer ones that’s knocking at my door...
to say nothing...

when this world ain’t got love for you...
there’s no damn thing you can do...
you can be ; 
a bird that’s flying... 
a selfie smiling... 
a boy that’s trying...
to make all his dreams come true...
but this world ain’t got love for you...

still spending the weekends at the mall... 
to keep myself occupied...
catch early bird movies in an empty hall...
cuz it’s kinda what i like...
still scrolling down facebook every night...
before i sleep...
blogging feelings of poems that i write...
like it’s that deep...

when this world ain’t got love for you...
there’s no damn thing you can do...
it can stop ;
your sun from shining...
your words from rhyming...
there’s no denying...
there’s no damn thing you can do...
when this world ain’t got love for you...


~ by N!LoC ~

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