Thursday, May 25, 2017

Bedtime Story...



this feeling of loneliness tonight...
:-( 
that's how i feel...

i'm not even putting up a fight...
:-(
that's how i feel...

scared to go to bed...
cuz its hard to fall asleep...
knowing all these thoughts in my head...
as i sink underneath the sheets...

i smile...
only out of bewilderment...
this is my bedtime story for tonight...
of love... life... and all its glory...

my bewildered smile...
of my own bedtime story...

~ by N!LoC ~



Monday, May 22, 2017

Touch A Six Pack...



i never really made a bucket list for this year... but i'm mighty proud of myself for finally completing last year's list... 

i honestly didn't think i could touch a six pack in this life time... but i did.... and it was amazing...


Saturday, May 6, 2017

Death Of A Dreamer...



Do I look lonely?
I see the clouds over my head...
mirrors have told me...
I don't look the same...
Maybe I gained weight...
or i look older...
The bulge on my waist...
puts a frown on my face...
How do I live?

The death of a dreamer...
Oh...Letting that feather fall...
The death of a dreamer...
Oh ...it seems so fitting for...
Happily NEVER after...ooo
are there any more?
a lifetime of jerks...
At the expense.... 
of a death of a dreamer...

I'm cutting my heart off...
Feels like my soul is going to burst...
having an ice cream for two...
i know that’s a little absurd...
And when they all look at me...
I am the best they'll never have!!!
have one more look at me...
I smile even though i’m sad...

I'm taking the low road...
Watching the sky fall...
guys on HGTV... 
they strangle my breath...
How do I live?

The death of a dreamer...
Oh...Letting that feather fall...
The death of a dreamer...
Oh ...it seems so fitting for...
Happily NEVER after...ooo
are there any more?
a lifetime of jerks...
At the expense....
of a death of a dreamer...

~ By N!LoC ~

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