Saturday, October 31, 2015

Call It Quits...



i wake up everyday...
wondering what am i to do...
check my phone so constantly...
in hopes of finding someone new...
i go to work ... i go to bed...
i try to live my life...
i’m past the point of “give a damm”...
and all my tears are cried...

i can just go on like this...
or raise my hands and call it quits...
i could try and try... every single day...
but love won’t find me either way...

it’s been so long since i’ve felt...
anything within these songs...
don’t feel happy, sad or hurt...
force myself to sing along...
i used to dance... lip sync away...
and crack the perfect smile...
just had enough of all this fuss... of...
“top, bottom or versatile?”

i can just go on like this...
or raise my hands and call it quits...
i could try and try... every single day...
but love won’t find me either way...

~ by N!LoC ~

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

500 Likes...



500 "likes" on my GAY Blogs facebook page... (it was a long road to get there... and it finally did... wow... what a feeling...)

Monday, October 12, 2015

Gut Instincts...





then in perfect fashion within my "One Week" time frame... something unexpected happened...






something already felt off... like this was the most spontaneous thing that i have ever encountered... and he didn't even want to ask about hotels in town... he didn't even flinch for a second when i told him about my love for KINK...  (something was definitely fishy... and my gut kept telling myself... it was just too good to be true...)

** why the hell would he want to go back to the UK from kuala lumpur? .. it would be so much easier and closer if he went off directly from china right?... (fishy fishy)

then that sunday morning... the day he supposedly was at kuala lumpur international airport... i received a call from a woman... claiming to be an airport officer... and she said he had 73,000 BRITISH POUNDS on him and now all his belongings are in custody...



he called my phone and we talked for the very first time... and he sounded like he had such a DEEP MIDDLE EASTERN ACCENT!!!!! (fishy fishy......)

i called the airport officer again and asked about the situation... and she was so bloody rude... and said the only way to clear this is to pay t he compound fee... and i asked why can't he just pay cash there? i mean..if this was some sort of bribe... wouldn't you want to get CASH????? he has bluddy 73,000 BRITISH POUNDS on him for god's sake.., and they are not letting him take his money to pay for the compound??

i then promptly investigated this fishy-ness by saying ok.... i'll pay the compound... and how do i bank in the money ??..... and then the airport officer gave me this information...


first of all... that's not a bank account of an airport or government registered company... it's a personal bank account of some guy... puh leeeeeaaazzzzz this had "S C A M" written all over it...


 and thanks to my gut instincts.... which gave me red flags all along the way... the real scammer was him indeed...


Friday, October 9, 2015

Dream Concert Bucket List...




WHITNEY HOUSTON world tour


CHRISTINA AGUILERA back to basics world tour


KYLIE MINOGUE x world tour


MARIAH CAREY Singapore f1 night race


KYLIE MINOGUE Aphrodite world tour


MARIAH CAREY the elusive chanteuse tour

***


CELINE DION Asian tour....(fingers crossed)

SHANIA TWAIN rock this country world tour (it's finally a possibility)

MADONNA rebel heart world tour (still waiting for a date)  **(too bloody EXPENSIVE!)



Tuesday, October 6, 2015

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