Friday, June 20, 2014

500 Likes...


wow !!!

500 "likes".....

it's been a long journey to get to this amazing milestone....

something i've been waiting what seems like forEVER to happen...

but it finally did.... and so...

here's to 500 more !...

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:-)


Wednesday, June 18, 2014

People...




people "hate" people...

people "play" people...

people will be "people"...

because...

people are just people...


~ by N!LoC ~

Monday, June 16, 2014

Love Still Remains...



all the times that i’ve figured out...
all the ways how to live without...
live... without... (you)

i really didn’t have a doubt...
isn’t that what it's all about...
all... about... (you)

how...
day...light...
turns into...
moon... light...
revealing all the...
star...light...

it’s so hard to walk away...

i am a fighter...
i cut through your veins...
just a survivor...
with nothing to gain...

i’ll reconsider...
what’s worth all the pain...
but whatever happens...
love still remains...


~ by N!LoC ~


Saturday, June 14, 2014

Snap 2.0...


i see a small "window" of opportunity.... 

damn i wish i was that girl... urgh.. i hate her ! ... (sigh)....

URGh! And all she has to do is turn her head to the left...and she's conveniently "NOSE" level with his pits ... Easy ACCESS to get a good whiff whenever she wants ... URGh... I'm so pissed ....

I HATE HER!!!! URGHHHHH!!!!

(** DISCLAIMER: No girls were hurt during or after snapping of these pictures)


Thursday, June 12, 2014

Hungering...


hmmm... what do i really want?

it happened once again...

i found myself in dire need of something to stuff my pie hole with...

after a lazy day of basically doing nothing ... i hibernated for a moment... but i found myself suddenly waking up to a vision of a specific type of junk food in my head and wanting to have an immediate bite so badly...

i got up... dragged my j.lo ass out of bed and went to the nearest store to grab my bag of twisties... (and in the process i also grabbed a pack of 4 twix bars and other nibbles i probably shouldn’t mention)... hihi

the moment  i got back into my car... i just raped the first pack of twix bars with my nimble fingers... in very similar ways just like in a past blog post  “CHOCOLATE ORGASM”....

sigh.... yet i swear this doesn’t always happen to me... like just the other day i was craving for something ... but i didn’t know exactly what i wanted... so i spent a good 40 mins or so just circling round the cookies , ice cream and potato chip aisles probably more than 5 times... just to try and make up my mind as to what i really wanted!?

and while doing my laps around the store... i spotted a really cute guy with glasses...(oh we would make such a cute couple)... and also an unorthodox relationship of a really old guy with a really young girlfriend thinking to myself...(oh... i used to be in a relationship like that before...) ...and also any other guy that was living and breathing... i definitely spotted them too! (yes... i am that deprived of a living breathing man in my life)...

and then it gently hit me...

i guess i may be “craving” for something badly .... but in all reality.... i think i just may be “hungering” for something a little more than what a quick junk food fix can help with...


:-( 

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Sometimes...



Sometimes You make me happy...
Sometimes You make me sad...
Sometimes it feels so good...
Though at times it can get so bad...

There are times when I get confused...
Flustered, disappointed & anxious...
Then there are times when I am touched...
With moments that are just so precious...

Sometimes there are highs...
Sometimes there are lows...
Mostly there are smiles...
And frowns i'd never show...

But through all the ups and downs...
Of emotions that tear me apart...
It's really no secret dear luv...
You own a special place in my heart...


~ N!LoC ~

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Snap 2.0...


look at that body!

0-O !

not an ounce of fat on that gut !

i just had to check him out at the "check out" counter...

and can you see how that little kid... is catching me red handed in the act of snapping his oh so hawt daddy/ brother/ uncle etc? (who knows what that kid is.. because if that is really his son... omg.. he very well might be the hottest dad in the world...)

and if that really is the case....i sure wanna wish him a "happy" daddy's day with a hand shake and a very long inappropriate hug ...

ooo la la!

(chuckle chuckle)

:-p


Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Men Abroad Part 2...




a girl friend of mine who has apparently been chatting addictively with this guy "friend" of hers... from the states whom by the way.. met online on a gaming MMORPHPG thingy (i think that’s how its abbreviated lol)

and now suddenly BAM!

he’s gonna fly all the way half way round the world to meet her... stay at a hotel... and probably end up making oh sweet love to her all night long!... either that... or they’ll will be f#%ki&g their brains out till the sun comes up... either way... its a win win situation for those 2... yay... yippie.. i wish them all the best...

but actually i can't help but feel overtly bitter and almost jealous thinking that it just isn’t fair... why  doesn’t this sorta thing come to fruition for me? am i not deserving of a moment in life to remember forever? have i not been a really good boy these past Christmases?

am i not worth travelling all the way here... just to enjoy the sweet company of me?

why me why me?

why NOT ME !!!

sigh.... boy i just love playing the victim...

i guess i’ll just stop writing this post right now... and leave it right here...

(this has become an unprecedented rant which i promised to try not to do on my blog)

oh oh oh! and i almost forgot to mention!...

she has a BOY FRIEND! A REAL LIFE IN YOUR FACE BOYFRIEND! yet she has the luxury of choice and opportunity of meeting this long distance guy "friend" (roll my eyes) that she has been chatting with... UGRH!

just makes my blood boil...!


Sunday, June 1, 2014

Men Abroad Part 1...



through the years... i have had my share of unconventional "relationships"...

some friendships that were made over pen and paper... with snail mail (a thing of the past for me now)... girls that were the same age as me... some boys that were younger than me...a lady that was nice and nerdy who stopped writing to me after she got married...a guy that came out to me as gay... but then turned out to be a pedophile in the making...

then came the older silver daddies that wanted to exchange dirty thoughts and fantasies (i even got a snip of real life pit hair in exchange for some of my pubes)... one daddy in particular i remember so clearly was even an inmate in prison ... i made lots of friends... i kept an open mind... i wanted to explore people from everywhere from all around the world... 

i was “looking”...

i really don’t want to backdate my self... but sigh.... as technology and the Internet became more accessible... i started looking for friends... (or should i say...”boy friends”)  online... gay websites... SOCIAL websites...

and there was always this recurring theme that i gravitated towards...  the guys that were always interested in me were much older.. MUCH older.... emphasis on the “MUCH”... and besides that... they always seem to be a zillion miles away... far far away from where i lived...

even now... when i got my hands on my first iphone.. all the location based gay social apps seemed to be like a gift from the gay gods in heaven... and so i tried dipping my toes into the murky “shallow” waters of the gay world of.....“hey... top or bottom? got naked pics?”... and quickly pulled myself back out after meeting a few guys from those apps as i so eloquently described in my “LITTLE BLACK BOOK” (blog series)...

most of them in my area....just a hop , skip and a stone’s throw away from where i lived... but things just never transpired into anything... nothing... NADA... nu mero... zero!

so i stayed in my usual comfort zone and trickled away from the “boys in town”.. to the “men” abroad...

oh .. and how can i not point out the inspiration that has been chronicled in almost 89.99% of my poems on here... a guy that i fell for that was so earth shattering for me... but we were living on opposite sides of the universe... (... i may be exaggerating a bit too much now :-p )...

i really can’t stress how many times that i have wanted to meet up with these men abroad that i had a connection with... but every good/bad reason imaginable would always deter me and them from meeting up...

and as i recently discovered that...



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