Wednesday, March 27, 2013

What The World Needs Now...




I switch on CNN and I see the never ending scuffle about political views on gay marriage and differences while BBC is showing something about an abducted little girl who has been missing for weeks... 

While googling celeb gossip... I see a news feed on the right saying that there has been an earthquake with a 6.2 magnitude somewhere near Indonesia...

I turn on the morning radio and the headlines start from traffic jams and road accidents to someone’s house being burnt down or someone who just got killed from one of those two horrible things...

Yeah... I guess bad news “sells” better... that’s the very reason why I hate turning on the morning radio in the car and i always try to skip through the front pages of the newspaper just to go straight to the leisure / entertainment section to see the latest juicy gossip...

You know that song by Dionne Warwick ?... the one where it goes something like… 

what the world needs now… is love… sweet love…” “it’s the only thing that there’s just too little of…”

Maybe it’s wishful thinking... but it's true…. 

So true…

Sunday, March 24, 2013

I Had A Friend...





yes...I say that in "past" tense because I feel like if someone whom you have known for most of your life can neglect you for months on end without hearing a single word from them…but then finally messaging you out of the blue to point out your flaws and make you feel "fugly" showing pictures of other guys saying things like “you should dress more like him”…. (sigh) ....Why do I even bother? 

Seriously?

lately…I have felt the loss of interest and pure neglect from people who just basically don’t bother all that much with keeping “in touch” and I can’t be bothered with ill feelings towards people like that anymore… I just do  a lil' something something which I like to call “cuttin' grass”… and "cut out" all the unwanted weeds in my life…

and with a touch of a button…I weed out a toxic “poison ivy”... one of of whom I once considered a friend...

a friend whom i have known since my childhood days and just like that....i press DELETE from my iphone contacts.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Let It Be...



I like texting with you (wouldn't you agree?)…

It flows so easily like singing the (ABC's)…

But after all our (LOL)’s and (hihihi)’s…

You always (gtg) or just have to Zzz...

If we could chat all night long, that’d be so (OMG)!...

But time rarely allows so I’ll have to let it be…

“Let it be… let it be… let it be… let it be…”

“Whisper words of wisdom… let it be…”



~ by N!LoC ~



Monday, March 18, 2013

Thursday, March 14, 2013

I Pray...


i was just thinking about...

why is it still such a big deal for gay people to be together ? will i ever live to see the day when i can freely love or get married to whomever i choose?

do i only have the promise of a dream to share my life and future with the one i hope to be with? well... that's just the kinda world we are living in right now...

i try my best to steer away from political and religious stuff on my blog...but let's just say... this one is just for the "music"...

beautiful song....beautiful voice...beautiful lyrics...

"you know... we're all the same inside...so won't you bring that dream to life..."



I Pray ~ Paul Robbins 
(song written by Mariah Carey)


Monday, March 11, 2013

Monday Blues...


"ding ding"



i hear my phone “ding” then my heart races...


knowing I just got a text from you...


a casual hi! or a warm hello...


are just some of the simple things that you do...


we go back and forth then flirt and play...


have a few laughs and jokes along the way...


but just a moment of fun catching up with you...


is enough to kiss away my monday blues... 



~ by N!LoC ~



Thursday, March 7, 2013

Mariah And Me...


mariah circa 1995


there is this little insider story about Mariah and how in the beginning of her phenomenal career...she was told by her (manager / eventual first husband) to be only photographed from the LEFT side of her face because apparently that was her “good” side...

and i have heard her say in countless interviews over the years that those words always lingered in her head even until this very day...always re surfacing  insecurities about her self-image she struggled with as a child...

i somehow always seem to relate to Mariah not only through her writing and beautiful music... but also through her life...

i have never ever liked taking pictures of myself or being photographed with friends... (or even on those cloudy days)... looking at myself in the mirror...

 i was my biggest bully... always being so critical about my smile... i used to think that my smile was the most “ugliest” thing in the world...

but let me tell you... boy oh boy have i come a long way...

it took alot of life experiences and self discovery to somehow find the light in me to see the beauty in my smile and to not critically bash myself for it...”because trust me”... (even my closest friends can tell me to my face that my smile looks like a donkey’s @ss)....ouch...!   :-(

so... why should i even let that get me down? i know deep down that my smile is beautiful...and special... 

because it’s my smile...and it’s just mine...

and nobody can take that away from me...

Monday, March 4, 2013

A Testimonial...


ice cream and rainbows...

you know your blog has made a difference in someone's day when they go out of their way to personally send you an unprecedented email like this guy

and you definitely know you have truly "made it" as a blogger when a fellow blogger like Cheeky Nerd from all the way down-under writes a post and names it after your blog... and even writes like a whole shout out / testimonial kinda thingy with LINKS !!! introducing his own regular readers to check it out...

i was truly floored... and was lost for words... (yes.. even bloggers can sometimes be "lost for words" giggle giggle)

so here it is... the infamous blog post written by a fellow blogger about ice cream and rainbows....

*(links are high lighted in orange)


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