Saturday, June 30, 2012

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

The Stalker Part 3...







(i just looked blankly at him thinking is this really happening???)

he kept on pleading (but i was too stunned to hear what he was saying)... then he said something that was really the turning point of the whole situation.. he said these magic words :-

"if you don' t trust me ... you can tie my hands up"

(OH DEAR LORD !!!.. how the ? why the ? what the hell???... i have such a weakness for "kink" and i couldn't believe he just said that to me!!!.. this was all getting a little too overwhelming that somehow turned into my favor..)

then if you think that wasn't enough... he immediately went down on both his knees and put his wrists together and offered them to me and started begging...

"please..."      (with his puppy dog eyes filled with extreme horny desperation)

by that moment i was thinking with my "d!<k" and not my "head"... i was running on full adrenaline...the sight of him on his knees submitting himself to me was in fact one of my lifelong fantasies that i just couldn't believe this was actually happening to me in a such a weird unprecedented way.. i thought this was the kinda stuff that only happens in cheesy PORN MOVIES!!!!

(now... what happened later between us was quite obvious...i gave him what he wanted and i got to try out some of my life long fantasies with him... and through all that... i am still technically considered a "virgin" as i write this post today...)

the next night i got a text from him :-

"so u like to play slave and master eh :-)"

i didn't reply... and that was the last i ever heard or seen from him...but i must admit.. there were times when i found myself wanting to text him for a late night "booty call".. but the sexual encounter we had wasn't all that i hoped it would be...i lived out a dark fantasy of mine.. but something just didn't feel right... so i made a promise to myself... that the next guy i would ever play kinky soft core s&m with would be with someone i know and trust and maybe even hopefully...

love...

Sunday, June 24, 2012

The Stalker Part 2...




...continued from part 1

"my name is xxxxx and i'm sorry to disturb you but i am looking for a friend who used to live here... her name is xxxxx. please call me at xxx - xxxxxxx if you know where she is."

(i don't remember the exact words.. but it went something like that)

my first reaction was relief! i knew this was just all a misunderstanding... so i texted him and told him he must have gotten the wrong apartment because i don't know anyone who lived here before me. (and he replied back to say "thanks for your help")

that night when i came home (late as usual)... i was in the shower...when i heard that someone was outside my door again (my bathroom and bedroom was auspiciously both facing the front walkway)..."HE" was outside my door... waiting...as i was taking a shower feeling very very very conscious of what he was hearing...then the unthinkable happened...

(my shower ran out of water)....

then i realized that the water valve was just OUTSIDE MY FRONT DOOR!!!!... he must have turned my water off!!!

at that point... my heart was beating out of adrenaline, anger and most of all "fear"... i didn't know what the hell this guy was trying to do!!!.. so i opened my front door and confronted him... (after getting dressed of course :-p)

he was a young skinny guy in a red long sleeved shirt and faded loose blue jeans ...i was a nervous wreck...my hands were frozen... (he didn't look like someone who could beat the hell out of me)... so somehow i got the courage to tell this stalker off !!!

i started telling him off in a whispering tone (funny huh?... i felt like i was in danger but yet i was being sooo considerate to my neighbors by not raising my voice) ... but all he could do was say "sorry!" and be apologetic!!

i was hammering him down saying things like "are you crazy???"..."do you want me to call the police???!!" etc. he was definitely shy and passive and i could see that he was genuinely sorry about his actions...

then after apologizing and saying "sorry" about for the 100th time... he started to tell me that he just wanted to meet me...after seeing me move in to this apartment recently..and told me that he wanted to ask me something but was scared of how i would react...

(OMG i knew when he said that.. every bone in my body had the inkling feeling of where this was headed) and then he asked...

"can i please suck your [0[K ?"

continued to part 3...



Thursday, June 21, 2012

The Stalker Part 1...


"if you don't trust me... you can can tie my hands up..."



it all started when i was woken up by loud noises outside my bedroom window in the middle of the night.  (at the time...i was staying at an apartment complex by myself and the layout of the whole place didn't really give anyone much privacy...and the main walkway was practically just a step outside my bedroom window)

on a few occasions i managed to peek out to see who was the person hanging outside my place walking back and forth through the walkway... and the person was actually a young skinny looking guy who probably was in his early 20's (or maybe younger)

he had been loitering around a few nights in a row... at times he was trying to peek through the blinds into my bedroom!... i thought it was just some crazy hooligan who had nothing better to do than to cause trouble... so i just ignored it.. (in fact i was really really scared but thought that if i kept ignoring him.. he would just stop doing what he was doing)... but that guy was persistent..

one night...(apparently he must have seen or heard me come home late)... and that was when he started calling out for me outside my door!!!

i totally ignored it... making myself think that he was calling for someone else in the apartment unit beside me...he eventually stopped and i went to bed (thinking... should i call security ? he is not really stalking me... is he?)    

the next morning when i woke up... i saw a folded piece of paper under the front door which he must have slipped through last night when i went to bed...

and this was what he wrote:-

continued to part 2...


Sunday, June 17, 2012

Snap...


so hot... i'm lost for words....

okay i'll say this...

i got a glimpse of his pits.. and unfortunately for me they were shaved... boo hoo...

:-(

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Break Me...




"i will let you... undress me... but i warn you... i have thorns like any rose..."
                                                                                                                      (Break Me ~ Jewel)


Monday, June 11, 2012

I Like Tank Tops...


this is what i call the "holy grail"...

i think i should set the record straight once and for all as to why i love guys in tank tops sooo very much...

call it a fetish...

call it a  weird perk....

call it whatever you want....

but one thing i do know is that the tank top was invented to show off the beautiful, sexual, upper physique of a man ...

i am a gay boy.. so i can't fully back this theory up.. but i think.. the tank top is the male equivalent to a woman's bra...

i mean c'mon.... when i see a guy in a dress shirt or a polo T and i notice the outline of his skin tight tank underneath ... it just drives me GAGA!... so i keep thinking maybe that's what it's like for straight guys to see the outline of a girls bra underneath her top...(i could be wrong but that's just my own opinion)

i can honestly say that i find guys in tank tops more of a turn on compared to seeing them shirtless...and i have said countless times before... the most deadly combination that a guy can do to make me drop dead in my tracks ... is to wear a tight black tank with blue jeans (leather belt, bicep tattoo and accessories will definitely "pop" my cherry)

it's just the right amount of mystery and maximum exposure when a guy wears a tank... it explicitly allows boys like me to grovel and be in awe of their:-

* inner biceps

* outer biceps

* triceps

* shoulders... blades

* and of course... (the grand big daddy of them all)...

* A R M P I T S ! ! !

oh...pits... what can i say about dark hairy pits....that's a whole nother blog post right there...(giggle giggle..)

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Down To One...


video

Mellisa Etheridge ~ Down To One


in a past blog post called Top 5 .... posted last year..

i recently discovered that one of the you tube videos was deleted (because of the account of the owner or copyright issues or whatever)

it just so happens that there isn't any other video of that song in the whole of "you tube"... (what are the odds of that??) ..

so i decided to try my hands at amateur video making and make a simple lazy home made video myself !

this is my first video i ever made... it's pretty basic stuff... but i am proud of it !

Pow!


Monday, June 4, 2012

Snap...


ooo... see-through back !!!

now this tank top really caught my attention... not only because.. it had some sort of "jersey mesh see - through back" to it.... but also because the guy wearing it was a dinosaur !!!

dinosaur = old man (no pun intended)

i thought it was very daring of him to go out in public in see-through day wear... and for a man his age... i think he looks rather good...

now maybe my perception could be blinded by that sexy tank top ... but yeah... i honestly thing he looks hot...

mmmm ... just love! that exposed shoulder....

love! love! love! it !

Friday, June 1, 2012

I Like Myself...



i like N!LoC...

he has a nice big butt... it's so j.lo 'ish' full and round... i think it's the best part of his body... his slim body... soft and smooth... most drag queens would just die for... easily androgynous feminine curves yet with masculine qualities... his fair complexion envied by oh so many...

i like his ability to lip sync with such precise showmanship and emotion... especially with mariah and whitney songs...he also does one hell of a catwalk ! naomi ! giselle ! tyra ! you name it...he'll WALK IT!!!

i like his softness... it's a trait of his that shows how gentle he really is...fragile and sensitive...

i like how guarded he is with his feelings to people he just met... especially when it comes to people who try to be his friends for the all the wrong reasons...he is genuine to the ones he cares about...and i also like how bitchy he is to horrible ones... it's a fine balance of yin and yang... soft yet hard... weak yet powerful...

i like his artistic way of expressing himself through words and poetry...it's so honest...and true... so pure.. and comes from a deep place within his heart...

i like how laid back he is in his journey of life... he never seems to sweat the complicated stuff... i like how he always hopes for the best in the most positive way...

i like how he has the longing and ability to love a man with all his heart and soul...and how he preservers through the lonely hurtful hardships of love and never really stops believing that "love is a many splendor thing"

i especially like how N!LoC can dream like there's no tomorrow... where even the sky is not the limit...

i like his sense of humor.... hah!!!  his sense of humor and how un apologetically romantic he is... it's so damn amazing

you know what ?

i like N!LoC because...

HE is that damn AMAZING !!!



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