Friday, January 20, 2017

Friends...



someone just told me today...

“ that’s why you don’t have friends”...

it was in a joking context... i took it with a grain of salt... but ... i have to admit... it did really sting abit... and it has lingered with me throughout the day... which has brought me to write my very first post of the year...

this is not the kind of post i would like to begin the year with... but i guess its just inescapable how bleak my moments are... (said like Mariah)...

"maybe thats why you don’t have friends"...

& MAYBE thats why i don’t have relationships?...

in a past post i did write about this... simply called “i have no friends”...

and how ironic is it that i am also in the midst of binge watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S... and falling in love with ross all over again... (even more this time around...if that’s even possible)

words do really hurt... and it will hurt even more if u let it get to you...

put that wall up... don’t let it down... because the very moment you do... 


(said like Mariah once again...)

Friday, December 30, 2016

2016 Bucket List...



joining a gym was one of the best decisions i made this year,... "mi hombre latino"

after what seemed like endless rejections from almost every bank out there... i have not 1... not 2... but 3 !!!!! lol.... THREE credit cards all approved in the same month... phew! i guess giving up hope was the lucky charm...

and as for touching a six pack... which i know... was quite far fetched to begin with... i mean.. ive seen a few glorious six packs in the gym's changing room... but alas... i could only stop and stare.... 

now... i dont quite know what bucket list i wanna set up for 2017... but one i can think of involves some fate and help of the universe... and that is for celine dion to announce an asian tour sometime in 2017 and then i can finally tick off "SEEING CELINE DION LIVE IN CONCERT" off my list...

:-)


Monday, December 26, 2016

An Unexpected Gift...



i got a gift a day after Christmas...

yes... the cute little yellow koala bear key chain was certainly a nice surprise from a guy.. but the gift that i was so thankful for was to finally have my very first tickle toy experience with him... and man oh man... i am so ecstatic because i know i have been such a good little boy this past year... Only 1 disastrous date and no random hook-ups at all... and i can’t help but feel like this is what i deserve for being so deprived of any sort of physical interaction with any guy... 

i deserved it... and i certainly needed it...and i can proudly declare that this is exactly what dreams are made of... 

i mean... i have watched uncountable tickle porn videos but have never gotten a chance to try it... because the rare combination of guys who are ticklish and also willing to be tied down are just too elusive to pursue... 

but there it was... an unexpected opportunity that just presented itself ... no expectations.. not even any anticipation... just me meeting someone for the first time and letting things happen organically in it’s own time... (which was more or less within a time span of a day ... lol)

and my oh my... everything i’ve imagined it would be.... was what it was and is...

it was amazing... mind blowing... and even had a trance like effect on my nervous system... i mean... it was just as good as (if not better) than when i wank off to any one of my tickle torture porn videos...

i really can’t exactly put it in words... just how heavenly it feels to be tickling a ticklish guy tied down spread eagled on the bed and just ravishing his body with my fingers and consuming his every bit of moan and laughter he had left... i literally couldn’t stop kissing him ... it really felt that warm and fuzzy in the most perverted and kinky kinda way...

every little one of his giggles turned a switch inside of me... and it definitely turned me “ON”... and i mean like inside “inside” of me.... and i just love that feeling... and i still get little jolts of jitters just thinking about it... 

oh gosh... i always knew that i would love tickling so much... but i never knew it would be such a cold hard fact of life for me ...  so many experiences i have yet to experience... but i’m just so glad i got the chance to experience this one thing i have been longing for... for such a long long long time...

i love to tickle guys... and that was the unexpected gift i got for Christmas this year... 

:-)


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